sigh

life isn't so good when you have to hold the handle down on the toilet flush until everything goes completely down...


i've been here and there, here and then back to there again. i can't say everything has been wonderful. sometimes a downright pain in the ass. my checking acct is getting low, my sister has a broken back. i've worked, albeit not endlessly, but i gotta say, i'm pretty sore and tired. i dont' really have much to say. i've started working on my freelance project in between driving up for long weekends to tend to the siblings' family and keeping her boys entertained and active. i did get home for a couple days and got some good time in with the shrunken headed salmon. i missed a housewarming, though missing that one didn't seem like the miss wouldn't have been intentional anyways. but i missed jed's impromtu bday party at yank-my-noodle today/night and i miss seeing him more than i make seeing him. we'll work something out. thats about it. i'm boring, and i'm fatigued. the salmon'll tell you my boring streak has been going on for a bit but what can i say, stress and separation set that apart. so blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

oh yeah i watched one of my hubcaps fly off on the freeway and graze another car (not badly). Now Dusty (my cars name) is like a kid without shoelaces. the po' kid!


yeah fuckoff